Well, after the lockdown is over nothing will ever be the same already. The world can never go back to how it once was because of this pandemic but in the way I see it that's a good thing. For the rest of the world it will only become harder and harder and more vexing, but for the people who know their Elohim shall be strong and carry out great exploits.
The meetings going on daily are really picking up pace with each session the presence of Yahweh just multiplies and grows exponentially. We really are on the cusp of something wonderful and it is Elohim Who has prepared it for those who love Him and long for the coming of the Lord Yeshua Messiah which is imminent.
As for myself as I see my own birthday approaching during the halfway point of this year once again I am really seeking Yahweh for His guidance and leading in the days to come because I believe that something amazing is about to occur. What it is is anyone's speculation but regardless I truly feel the stirring to seek Him diligently for the days ahead. And such I have been doing so for the past 2 months. This lockdown was timely because it allowed me to really be still and focus my entirety on worshipping and ministering to Yeshua. The call is sounding and it is time to seek Yahweh until He comes and rains righteousness on us. Praise Yeshua.
-Wednesday, 6th May 2020, 4 years 7 months 29 days, 1728
Well now, having written this I think that the Lord Yeshua is confirming the words of His servant. Because for this entire night now I just couldn't sleep, I tossed and turned and was so restless. I thought at first that I had slept too much today but that wasn't the case, I had only slept for a couple of hours only today and so in the night I was just awake on my bed, eyes wide open. The more I remained in my room the more restless I became, I was also struggling with Yahweh about this because I needed to wake up early tomorrow for the morning watch at 8.00am so I needed the rest but apparently not. After a while of struggling with the Lord I finally yielded and went to the sanctuary to read some Bible and wouldn't you have it the moment I entered the doors I felt the peace, the comfort, the rest, the joy of Yahweh becoming my strength. So for hours on end I remained here just silently reading and prayer in a corner of the place and amazingly I am refreshed, strengthened, energized. I'm not even remotely tired but the more I read the Word of Elohim the more awake I became, no fatigue whatsoever. Even while I was reading it became so personal to me because it was as though the Lord Himself was speaking to me directly from His Word. I felt the conviction, the revelation, the power of His Word. I truly am in awe of Him, what an Almighty Elohim I serve and minister to.
Oddly enough as well when I think of wanting to go eat and drink something immediately the smell of that particular food or drink I'm thinking of hits me. Even as I write this I can still smell the aroma wafting around me, it's even coming from my hands somehow! Even more amazing is that just the smell alone is enough to sate my hunger and thirst so that I remain here in His presence. As I write this the sun's coming up now and I think to myself how awesome and marvellous the Lord Yeshua is, that I can find what I need when I need it all in His presence. I count it a special moment that day and night I can just come into His presence and receive from Him, such is my privilege being His own son. Praise Yahweh, hallelujah.
-Thursday, 7th May 2020, 4 years 8 months, 0641
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