Deliverance

This coming week we'll be having 5 nights of Yeshua Heals Miracle Healing Service from Wednesday till next Sunday. So before the services take place the Holy Spirit is really bringing cleansing and deliverance to us, to His people and I myself am not excluded from that. All it took was for one minor issue to really trigger the deliverance in me. I'm thankful that I'm going through more deliverance, to be cleansed more and more from the carnal nature and its fleshly ways; but at the same time I utterly dislike going through deliverance, having more and more of the ugliness of myself exposed and to see how vile and utterly corrupt I still am. Really it is the great love of the Lord Yeshua that I am being cleansed so I know that all things shall work for my good. That's all I can manage to write for now... 

-Sunday, 28th March 2021, 5 years 6 months 21 days, 0219

Just Thinking

There isn't much to write about or to say. But perhaps I can say that in a few months time it will be the durian season again and we look forward to it once more. Praise Yahweh. 

What's been going on lately? It's just that right now I'm deep in thought and just waiting. Waiting for what exactly even I am not sure but I know that that which I am to receive must come from the Lord Yeshua. I'm not sure how I can explain it clearly but right now for the past few days I've been in deep meditation and just being still in the Lord to hear from Him and to listen closely to what will soon come. Things are beginning to change, in fact I can sense that we are on the cusp of something big and this will without a doubt change the way we see and perceive things. Whether it is good or not will be left alone with for now until the day it fully manifests itself. 

I'm actually feeling a conflict of emotions and thoughts right now. A hotpot of different thoughts and feelings. But I am not strained by it. I know when it is the Holy Spirit speaking to me and He only speaks according to His Word. Even though it might sound like it is His will to do so, confirmation will come from His Word. Let that be a grounding principle. There can be no real revelation of His will without both His Word and Spirit, not one or the other. Creation took place with both, it is only sure that revelation comes with both as well. Hmmm... 

-Wednesday, 17th March 2021, 5 years 6 months 10 days, 2125

Take Me Higher

We've just finished our monthly Staff Fast & Pray this past Friday and Yahweh really moved greatly right after that. During the fast we were spending most of the time just waiting, receiving, and repenting on behalf of the church so we spent most of our time just soaking ourselves in His presence and letting the Holy Spirit move as He pleases each day and night during the 3 days of fasting. Right after that, during the Friday overnight prayer meeting there was a great breakthrough that took place. 

Before we began the meeting that night the worship team as usual would gather together and pray and commit the time and the service into the hands of our Lord Yeshua, so when it was my turn to pray as I mentioned the word "worship" immediately I felt a prompting in my heart that this is what the Holy Spirit wants to do tonight. I felt a growing excitement and expectation for the night's worship and how Yahweh would be moving greatly during that time. 

As we were worshipping suddenly Pastor Jean stopped the worship to ask all of us, both here and those online to receive the anointing of heavenly worship. So as we just spent a moment to wait and receive we began once more to worship by speaking and singing in tongues. And after that there was such a mighty release and a mighty breakthrough that took place. For myself personally, it felt like I was in heaven. I knew that I was worshipping here in GP still but at the same time I felt like I had entered into a different realm altogether. The worship was no longer about us trying to find the right song or singing well or playing well or anything about ourselves even. It was very easy to flow along with the worship from heaven and it was like all of us were caught up to experience it. 

It's difficult to put into words the sensations and the experience I had during this previous Friday overnight but what I can relate to it the most was like how I was a passenger in the car and the Holy Spirit is the driver. We both were going to the same direction and destination but He was the One Who was leading the way and all I had to do was relax and let Him guide me along. It was such a heavenly experience that night and it wasn't just me, many of us both here in GP and those online experienced the breakthrough into a new height of heavenly and spiritual worship like never before. Even now I can tell that my worship isn't the same any more after that experience but instead it's no more me trying to hype up the people or even me trying to find the right song to sing and what to do during worship. It's all about Elohim and what He wants to do, I just relax and let Him lead on as I just bear witness with what He wants to do for that meeting and that time. 

I'm truly thankful that I can join this Friday overnight prayer meetings every week and not just this service alone, every day and night we have meetings and services and everyday it's a new move of the Spirit each time we gather together in one accord in one place. Praise Yahweh that I can serve Him relentlessly. 

-Saturday, 6th March 2021, 5 years 5 months 27 days, 2330