James 1:3-4

There's nothing really to write back home of at the moment. At this time and season is the call to be sober and vigilant sounding forth, because now we're entering the season for warfare and perseverance. Arguably, more than warfare now is the testing of the patience of the saints. 

Right now, I have an abundance of peace with me and within me. I know surely that no matter what may come my way as long as I lay hold upon my Lord and Saviour then He shall see me through yet again. Of the many times He has brought me through, this time shall be no different. And in this season and time more than anything else, the key to overcome the trials and testing laid before many of us is to be patient and wait for the salvation of Yahweh. 

But beyond that, I am glad. Deeply glad within my heart because I know that my faith is surely founded upon the Rock Who is Messiah. That no matter what may come my way, I know for certain that I shall continue forth evermore until the Glorious Appearing of our Lord Yeshua once again. 

Galatians 2:18-20 (UKJV)

18 For if I build again the things which I destroyed, I make myself a transgressor.

19 For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto Elohim. 

20 I am crucified with Messiah: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Messiah lives in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of Elohim, who loved me, and gave himself for me. 

-Sunday, 7th November 2021, 6 years 2 months, 1105

Refuge from the Storm

Last week I received quite the warning from the Holy Spirit to prepare myself for the days to come. Because there will come a time when I will need to go through the storm once more but His promise is that He will be right there with me. With that in mind, I kept it in my heart and remembrance of what He said and thoroughly prepared myself once again for a time of shaking and testing. And it came as how it was told to me. Really, now that the testing is finally over I am really thankful that once again He has brought me out safely and in peace. 

Psalms 66:10-12

[10] For You, O Elohim, have tested us; You have refined us as silver is refined.

[11] You brought us into the net; You laid affliction on our backs.

[12] You have caused men to ride over our heads; We went through fire and through water; But You brought us out to rich fulfillment.

Isaiah 43:2-3a

[2] When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you.

[3a] For I am YAHWEH your Elohim, The Holy One of Israel, your Savior; 

The testing came just like a torrential downpour, one after another. One hit after another but throughout it all I realised that I wasn't shaken nor was I disturbed by what was happening to me. Rather, I was at peace and had peace within myself to see it through to the end. For that I'm really thankful because through this particular refining that I can see the growth that the Holy Spirit has caused to flourish within me. I saw the improvement, the difference made when He takes over and I just rest in His presence. And now that the storm has passed me over I can once again give thanks and continue my journey in serving and knowing my Lord Yeshua more and more. But as I've mentioned time and time again that I still see that I am far off from reaching the end of my journey and race. It still feels like I'm still in the first quarter of the lap and that inasmuch as I've grown and matured, there's still so much more to be done in my life by Yahweh. 

Nonetheless I am thankful that there is a place, a ministry where I can just give my life up so that I may attain to Messiah. That I can serve Him all the days of my life and continue to know Him more and more for myself. Surely there will still be days where the storm comes and strikes but I have an Eternal Hiding Place for myself always. Praise Yahweh. 

Psalms 61:1-4

[1] Hear my cry, O Elohim; Attend to my prayer.

[2] From the end of the earth I will cry to You, When my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

[3] For You have been a shelter for me, A strong tower from the enemy.

[4] I will abide in Your tabernacle forever; I will trust in the shelter of Your wings. Selah

Psalms 57:1-3

[1] Be merciful to me, O Elohim, be merciful to me! For my soul trusts in You; And in the shadow of Your wings I will make my refuge, Until these calamities have passed by.

[2] I will cry out to Elohim Most High, To Elohim who performs all things for me.

[3] He shall send from heaven and save me; He reproaches the one who would swallow me up. Selah Elohim shall send forth His mercy and His truth.

Isaiah 25:4a

[4a] For You have been a strength to the poor, A strength to the needy in his distress, A refuge from the storm, A shade from the heat; 

-Sunday, 24th October 2021, 6 years 1 month 17 days, 1059

Summary of Few Weeks

You know the more I look back on all the previous posts that I've made and I recall just what exactly happened soon after that, I am amazed to say that many of them have been led by the Spirit and the pen had been taken over by Him in that aspect. Many of the things that I wrote were pretty much prophetic of the times and things to come, especially where it concerns me. This is not to brag but I am just reminded that the Holy Spirit has always given me a clear heads up and warnings especially to the seasons and times we draw near into each time. He has not ever given me counsel and on point advice to turn situations around. 

Why exactly am I writing all this? It's simply because now we are in the midst of deep cleansing so everything that is hidden in our lives are being exposed and dealt with by the light of the Holy Spirit. I myself am not excluded from this deliverance and cleansing and again I find myself to be so filthy and dirty in His presence. Whenever He cleanses me and wants to expose the deep things which I hide, I am always bracing myself for the heavy blows and impacts that I'll receive. It's like I'm always riding in a bumper car and I'm getting knocked about. I'm safe by the protection of my car but nonetheless I am still taken for a spin and tumble every time. That's how I always feel during the times of cleansing. I know it is for my good but I just can't get used to the fact that I need to receive so much humbling and correction, whether by the Lord Yeshua Himself or by those whom He wills to use. I am familiar with it but I wouldn't say I have grown amorous towards it at all. 

I don't have much to say now. Other than truly, what I have written has come to pass yet again. I'm in the midst of warfare and immense cleansing. And yet I know clearly that I shall come forth once again from all of this. Hallelujah. 

-Friday, 8th October 2021, 6 years 1 month 1 day, 0142

Prepare for War

We're nearing the end of September now. But what am I record or say? As of this moment we are all experiencing breakthrough upon breakthrough and as Pastor Jean has mentioned prior to this season and I also too believe that we are in the midst of a season of great reward. But of course, with abundant blessings also come the turbulence of trials and tribulations. As many as are receiving the blessing and the breakthroughs so much the more that many are also struggling and are at the precipice of decision, to stand for Yahweh until the end or to crumble under the herd mentality. 

The warfare is intensifying once again and it's not just myself sensing that but others from different nations also received the same things I did. So we are in agreement. The Holy Spirit is moving across nations and continents, from the centre of the world to the ends of the earth everyone will experience the hand of Elohim upon them whether for good or for otherwise. And He has given us in these said times time to return to Him, the call is sounding out far and wide, loud and clear and many are answering it. Although it is my concern that many more are ignorant to the times we are living in, that when sudden destruction comes it will be too late. If we do not make the Most High our dwelling place now in the times of peace and somewhat quietness then in the times of storms and floods we shall be swept away I'm afraid. And believe you me it will come, because everything that has been written shall come to pass. 

2 Timothy 2:20-21

[20] But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay, some for honor and some for dishonor.

[21] Therefore if anyone cleanses himself from the latter, he will be a vessel for honor, sanctified and useful for the Master, prepared for every good work.

Psalms 91:9-10,14-16

[9] Because you have made YAHWEH, Who is my refuge, Even the Most High, your dwelling place,

[10] No evil shall befall you, Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;

[14] “Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name.

[15] He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him.

[16] With long life I will satisfy him, And show him My salvation.”

We're nearing the crux now, the eye of the storm where it is most peaceful and yet surrounding us will be wild winds and hurricanes and thunder and lightning and fire. Let us return to the Lord Yeshua while there be yet time to do so. 

Isaiah 55:6-7

[6] Seek YAHWEH while He may be found, Call upon Him while He is near.

[7] Let the wicked forsake his way, And the unrighteous man his thoughts; Let him return to YAHWEH, And He will have mercy on him; And to our Elohim, For He will abundantly pardon.

-Saturday, 25th September 2021, 6 years 18 days, 0618

6 Years

It's one day now past my 6 year mark of serving Yahweh and I think and remember of the many things that I have experienced and gone through during this past 6 years. I've seen people come and gone, I've seen the high hills of the Lord and also the deep pits of difficulties. I've gone through much struggles and tests of faith and patience. Received many miracles, healing and deliverance. Having know the company and the fellowship that I have and can have much more with the Holy Spirit and also with others. Friendships formed and lost, seasons come and go and yet here I am this day. From the beginning on 7th September 2015 until now it's been an exciting 6 years of serving Yahweh. And although there were many times that I had to endure affliction and even the unjust cause when it comes to serving Yahweh I have not regretted stepping out from the world to serve Him full time. 

The world right now is on the precipice, it's only going to become much more restricted and harder from henceforth because it is just as foretold in the Bible. 

Matthew 24:6-14

[6] And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.

[7] For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. 

[8] All these are the beginning of sorrows.

[9] “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake.

[10] And then many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another.

[11] Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive many.

[12] And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold.

[13] But he who endures to the end shall be saved.

[14] And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come. 

The world is taking sides now, and it is clear that as Christians we need to make a choice. Take a stand for our Lord even at the cost of our lives and livelihoods. Because being in the world and immersed in its systems, it will only draw us further and further away from the Lord Yeshua instead of bringing us closer. How can we say He is our Healer when we are sick we go to men to be diagnosed and take medication daily? How can we say He is our Provider that when the time comes instead of believing He will provide for us and our family we instead take it upon ourselves to earn a wage and to pay for the bread which we eat? The world is made in such a way that is it entirely independent from Elohim and teaches everyone to be so when at the beginning of creation, Yahweh had made mankind to be entirely dependant upon Him. We must make a choice now before the door closes, before the choice is made for us whether we like it or not. 

We are dependant on so many things that we find it difficult to put our trust in Yahweh for even the simplest of things because since childhood until now we've been taught that we ought to earn those things which we wanted with our own hands. Not so with the Lord Yeshua but when we ask in His name He will give it to us so long as it pertains to His will and His will is not a mysterious thing to understand. It's all written in the Bible already what the will of the Lord is for us all if we but take time to read and meditate on it. We must learn now if we are to make it and endure to the end how to put our trust and faith in Yahweh for everything. It takes time to unlearn those things which the world has taught us and to learn what the Word of Yahweh wants to teach us. We cannot say that when the time comes faith will arise. Yes it definitely will, but faith is like a tree. Unless it has time to take root and grow, it will not bear fruits and manifest in our lives. 

Now is the time to exercise our faith and to stand for what we believe in, even if that means making an enemy of the entire world in the process of it. But in the end, the one who rules this world is none other than the devil who is called the god of this world and has blinded the eyes of all those born into this world. 

2 Corinthians 4:3-4

[3] But even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing,

[4] whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe, lest the light of the gospel of the glory of Messiah, Who is the image of Elohim, should shine on them.

1 John 5:19

[19] We know that we are of Elohim, and the whole world lies under the sway of the wicked one.

Revelation 12:9

[9] So the great dragon was cast out, that serpent of old, called the Devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world; he was cast to the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

Revelation 12:9,11-12

[9]So the great dragon was cast out, that serpent of old, called the Devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world; he was cast to the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

[11] And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.

[12] Therefore rejoice, O heavens, and you who dwell in them! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and the sea! For the devil has come down to you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has a short time.” 

On a side note, something rather prophetic happened during the 6 year mark of my serving Yahweh since 2015. It was yesterday when my car battery died while I was in the middle of running an errand in the nearby adjacent town of Pajam. I had to call Glory Place and they sent help to jump start my car with one of their own and I was able to drive it to the car battery shop to purchase a new one. But it was what the shopkeeper said to me concerning my car's old battery that caught my attention. 

I'm paraphrasing of course, but the gist of what he said what that it was a miracle my battery lasted as long as it did (my old car battery was suppose to last only a year, but he found that I had been using it for 3 years and more now). I had been really working it down but now he said he will change it to a brand new battery. It will be much like the old one but will be full of new life and power. And as I told him I'd go and get the money from a nearby ATM for the price of the new battery it dawned on me that what we were both speaking of was prophetic in its own way and no mere coincidence since it was the exact day of my 6 years of serving Yahweh. 

I see it as that old battery as my old man, my spirit within me is worn out and now on exactly the 6 year mark I've been given a new spirit, new life, and brand new power in Messiah. And I had to pay a price before I could use and experience it and so I have as I believe. Having given up the world and making my mind up that I'll never return the way I came, surely now I believe I will see new life being bestowed and released towards me and that I will experience the things which the Lord Yeshua has prepared for me by His Spirit. The glories that follow the sufferings in Messiah, the consolation that comes after the affliction. Joy in the morning from weeping in the night. Hallelujah and thank you Lord Yeshua for this new life You've given to me and surely I shall experience from now on greater things yet to come in Yeshua's name I declare and pray. Amen! 

-Wednesday, 8th September 2021, 6 years 1 day, 1531

Glory and Majesty

We're in the month of August now, two thirds of the year in now already. How fast the time flies and yet in this time of remembering I remember the marvellous works that Elohim has done throughout all these years for me, my family and loved ones. More so for myself of course since I'm not that privy into the affairs of others. But I see the mercy and the grace of my Lord Yeshua in bringing me out from the world and its systems to be able to freely serve Him here in the place which He has called me to: Glory Place Prayer Centre of Malaysia. 

From the beginning of the 5 years until now, leading up to already 6 years I can see the sovereign hand of my Elohim upon me to have led me thus far. Strangely enough although it's been 5 years, close to 6 years serving Him I find myself still having to learn so much and to be moulded by Him more and more still. Of all the things which I gained, it feels like it's still just the tip of the iceberg and that there's still so much I have yet to experience and receive. 

Looking back on my posts 5 years ago and even remembering how I was and looking at myself now, there's definitely been change that had taken place in my life by the working of the Holy Spirit. And I have gone through much, although compared to my peers in the faith it's still minuscule in comparison. However I remember the times I've struggled, engaged in my own personal warfare, had deliverance and healing taking place, the times where it was so difficult and everyday was just an internal warfare but Yahweh has brought me through each and every single one until today, now. He is faithful, He is faithful indeed. The very fact I can stand here and continue to serve Him still is most definitely a miracle by Him for me. 

I've experienced also many blessings, much less material and more the immaterial. The things which the world cannot give me I have received and experienced and enjoyed, and I have not regretted stepping foot out of the world one bit. Peace, life, healing, power, joy, love, an overbearing patience, forgiveness, cleansing, the glory of the kingdom, visions, dreams, the breakthrough of nations, peoples, and families and much more than I can even recount. I've been to places dreamed of, I've seen things written in the Word come to pass before my very eyes, I've seen how the presence of Yahweh changes a person so much just like how Saul became Paul. I'm blessed, really, really blessed. 

You know, this sort of post maybe I should have waited until I've hit 6 years on the mark before I write this but even so I felt like giving thanks to Yeshua for bringing me thus far. And I know that surely He will bring me to the end of the road, for this is what He has promised me. That I will be taken care of and those with me so long as I continue to walk the path He has paved for me. His footfalls have become my pathway and His Word lights up the night around me. Praise Him for all goodness and glory belongs to Him and yet He gives it to us as well. Praise Yeshua. 

-Sunday, 8th August 2021, 5 years 11 months 1 day, 1057

Perpetual Shalom

I have not written for over 20 days and now it's nearing the end of July already. How fast the time flies, there was so much to do and to be done and even I was completing my cleansing and deliverance. The durian season is already over and now we enter into a time of renewed vigour to wage war against the enemy of our souls. I really want to praise Yahweh that He has brought me through what had to be one of the most intense cleansing and deliverance that I have ever experienced and I have received my breakthrough. Having completed the 21 days of Daniel's fast and also my cleansing I found that my taste buds and smell has changed. The things I used to find pleasant are not so any more and now I find that it's more enjoyable to not eat many a times than to eat much. I had never thought that such a breakthrough would be possible for me but it is and it is now. Praise Yahweh. 

On another note, I found that my life has become more peaceful. Sure, there are still times when I might get upset or irritated but now I find that there's a perpetual peace within me, not as the world gives and neither can it take away. I've got peace like a river in my soul, more than just a verse it has become reality. Praise Yahweh. 

Isaiah 66:12

[12] For thus says YAHWEH: “Behold, I will extend peace to her like a river, And the glory of the Gentiles like a flowing stream. Then you shall feed; On her sides shall you be carried, And be dandled on her knees.

-Friday, 30th July 2021, 5 years 10 months 23 days, 1251