Just Thinking

There isn't much to write about or to say. But perhaps I can say that in a few months time it will be the durian season again and we look forward to it once more. Praise Yahweh. 

What's been going on lately? It's just that right now I'm deep in thought and just waiting. Waiting for what exactly even I am not sure but I know that that which I am to receive must come from the Lord Yeshua. I'm not sure how I can explain it clearly but right now for the past few days I've been in deep meditation and just being still in the Lord to hear from Him and to listen closely to what will soon come. Things are beginning to change, in fact I can sense that we are on the cusp of something big and this will without a doubt change the way we see and perceive things. Whether it is good or not will be left alone with for now until the day it fully manifests itself. 

I'm actually feeling a conflict of emotions and thoughts right now. A hotpot of different thoughts and feelings. But I am not strained by it. I know when it is the Holy Spirit speaking to me and He only speaks according to His Word. Even though it might sound like it is His will to do so, confirmation will come from His Word. Let that be a grounding principle. There can be no real revelation of His will without both His Word and Spirit, not one or the other. Creation took place with both, it is only sure that revelation comes with both as well. Hmmm... 

-Wednesday, 17th March 2021, 5 years 6 months 10 days, 2125

Take Me Higher

We've just finished our monthly Staff Fast & Pray this past Friday and Yahweh really moved greatly right after that. During the fast we were spending most of the time just waiting, receiving, and repenting on behalf of the church so we spent most of our time just soaking ourselves in His presence and letting the Holy Spirit move as He pleases each day and night during the 3 days of fasting. Right after that, during the Friday overnight prayer meeting there was a great breakthrough that took place. 

Before we began the meeting that night the worship team as usual would gather together and pray and commit the time and the service into the hands of our Lord Yeshua, so when it was my turn to pray as I mentioned the word "worship" immediately I felt a prompting in my heart that this is what the Holy Spirit wants to do tonight. I felt a growing excitement and expectation for the night's worship and how Yahweh would be moving greatly during that time. 

As we were worshipping suddenly Pastor Jean stopped the worship to ask all of us, both here and those online to receive the anointing of heavenly worship. So as we just spent a moment to wait and receive we began once more to worship by speaking and singing in tongues. And after that there was such a mighty release and a mighty breakthrough that took place. For myself personally, it felt like I was in heaven. I knew that I was worshipping here in GP still but at the same time I felt like I had entered into a different realm altogether. The worship was no longer about us trying to find the right song or singing well or playing well or anything about ourselves even. It was very easy to flow along with the worship from heaven and it was like all of us were caught up to experience it. 

It's difficult to put into words the sensations and the experience I had during this previous Friday overnight but what I can relate to it the most was like how I was a passenger in the car and the Holy Spirit is the driver. We both were going to the same direction and destination but He was the One Who was leading the way and all I had to do was relax and let Him guide me along. It was such a heavenly experience that night and it wasn't just me, many of us both here in GP and those online experienced the breakthrough into a new height of heavenly and spiritual worship like never before. Even now I can tell that my worship isn't the same any more after that experience but instead it's no more me trying to hype up the people or even me trying to find the right song to sing and what to do during worship. It's all about Elohim and what He wants to do, I just relax and let Him lead on as I just bear witness with what He wants to do for that meeting and that time. 

I'm truly thankful that I can join this Friday overnight prayer meetings every week and not just this service alone, every day and night we have meetings and services and everyday it's a new move of the Spirit each time we gather together in one accord in one place. Praise Yahweh that I can serve Him relentlessly. 

-Saturday, 6th March 2021, 5 years 5 months 27 days, 2330

Eternity's Time

You know recently I've think I've come to understand what this particular verse means: 

Ecclesiastes 3:11

[11] He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that Elohim does from beginning to end.

Recently, I think since this month began and now it's already ending there's just this feeling of eternity in me in everything that I do. I'm not quite sure how to write it down so that the reader may understand but it's like everything I'm doing, everything I'm going through and everyday that passes by is measured to the scale of eternity. I remember that when I first began to serve that I always dreaded the time of work because I know I will be needed to doing heavy duty jobs like cutting the grass or going up the mountain in search of durian fruits in its season and times but now when I put them against the backdrop of eternity all this feelings of dreading the time are gone. Instead there is contentment, there is peace and there is actually anticipation in what I'm going to do for that day. I just found that my time is not limited to 24 hours or to 7 days a week but instead I have eternity to enjoy right now. Not to say that I become slack in what I'm doing since I have this revelation or clarity of the Word, but rather I found that the hard, arduous work or even the tedious things that needed to be done aren't as weighty on me as they once have been for a long time. I found myself free to enjoy the presence of Yahweh and the communion of His Spirit daily whenever I work and do things or even do nothing, the time just flies away like a midsummer's dream. 

The days are going past very quickly now and it is pertinent to say that I am enjoying each and every single one of it. Sure, there are times when it's not all rainbows and sunshine. There are times where I must weather the storms of life and times where it feels like all the waves and billows are crushing me under their immense pressure but praise Yahweh that each and every time that it has come nigh unto me He has faithfully brought me out of them all. And now looking back I truly see that all things work together for good to those who love Elohim and are the called according to His purposes. How great, how marvellous indeed. Thank you Lord Yeshua. 

-Sunday, 28th February 2021, 5 years 5 months 21 days, 0242

NPIA 48

Right now we're halfway through with our 48th National Prayer and Intercessors' Advance themed Ruling With Christ Over Nations and everyday there has been a great move of the Holy Spirit. Particularly during the daytime sessions from 9am - 5pm, everyday perhaps the most common thing that has happened throughout these past 5 days was that there has been a release of such expansive peace and shalom and also the mantle of prayer and intercession that has been released alongside it. Everyday it seems that we are hardly doing anything except to wait upon Yahweh, to receive, to pray and give thanks and to continue to receive after all that. 

Of course getting used to the long hours for the first few times was a bit challenging but now the time really breezes past really quickly and soon enough it's evening already and soon after night time. The days are proceeding faster than I anticipated and I am glad that I can enjoy this time of waiting in His presence continually. More than just doing nothing, more than just closing my eyes to rest, it's an active and conscious waiting to receive something great whenever we do so. 

Throughout this advance I see the main theme really is to rule over nations in prayer because in this past few days the nations have been taking every opportunity to pray and to intercede and to join the call of prayer and testimony. Truly the Holy Spirit is moving and that whatever we do as we believe then the Lord does confirm the words of His servants. Prayer is really powerful, as you believe and continue to believe that whatever you prayed for knowing that it is in the will of Elohim it will come to you as many a times it has towards me. 

-Tuesday, 16th February 2021, 5 years 5 months 9 days, 1516

Truly Romans 8:28

On January 17th 2021 early on the Sunday morning, my father was called home to be with our Lord Yeshua. After standing on divine healing, he was healed externally and eternally before he went to sleep. And it was a beautiful passing because he slipped off in his sleep surrounded by family instead of in the hospital alone and with strangers or in other places he is unfamiliar with. How Biblical and how awesome was the presence of peace and the presence of the Holy Spirit in the room when my mother and I found him sound asleep, passed on to the Lord. 

Are we sad that he left? Of course, however we are also glad that our father has made it. He has finished the race, kept the faith, and fought the good fight right until the end. And amazingly this was all orchestrated by Yahweh, everything from the preparation work of the wake service and funeral and all its details right until the last day I spent with my mother and Megan all month before I returned to Glory Place to resume my call to serve Yahweh here in this place. It all had come full circle and all three of us saw that. It is truly glorious indeed that we have such a Heavenly Father that watches over us and loves us. And the reality of it is becoming much more tangible to us now that our father has entered glory. 

The days ahead are shining bright and filled with hope. I still do miss my father, but at the same time I rejoice knowing that as long as I continue to run this race of faith and finish it as well when the time comes that we shall meet again. It's not returning to the monotony and everyday life and struggles, it's an entirely new chapter and a new beginning for us now. Praise Yahweh for His faithfulness towards my father and for the testimony that is his life, believing in the Lord Yeshua for healing until the end and that is what he has received. The healing of the world deals with the outwardly but the healing of Yeshua deals with all aspects of life: external, internal, emotional, mental, spiritual, family. The healing Yahweh gives to His people encompass all round about and brings life. Much more than what the world offers, and He has been true to His Word. He never fails. 

-Sunday, 31st January 2021, 5 years 4 months 24 days, 2235

Romans 8:28

Wow. Many things have taken place in these last few days that I wanted to take some time to wait and gather my thoughts before I write down anything in particular. Praise Yahweh for His providence and blessing and also for His protection and grace upon my family, loved ones and I. 

Perhaps I should begin by saying that on Sunday 10th January I've been called back home because my father had slipped and had fallen down and that he needed my help back home. So I returned at the bequest of my mother and Megan to support and care for my father as he recovers from this incident. But this was not the beginning, or rather a few months ago he had been going through cleansing and deliverance already and by the time I've arrived it's been about a month or so of constant cleansing for him. So my mother requested Glory Place to release me for a substantial number of days so that I can be here to help at home. And counting now, it's been nearly one week already. How fast the time has flown however, it was not that way at the beginning. 

How I longed to be back in Glory Place, my heart yearned within me to be back there and to be able to just join the meetings going on there day and night. I really had to pray and seek Yahweh earnestly for the first few days to relieve me of this distress and that I would be content with the lot He has given me now to be at home, and He has done so. I have enjoyed my time spent here these past 7 days, it's almost like I'm on a sabbatical here. True, I need to help my father again and again and although I found that tiring and rather stressful at the beginning, now I am glad and I rejoice that I can not only speak the Word of blessing but become a blessing myself to my family, particularly to my father. 

It was long and it felt like an eternity the first few days being cooped up here at home with my family but after that it was smooth, it was wonderful, the time was just moving along and the day turns into night at the blink of an eye. I want to praise the Lord Yeshua because I know for certain that my father is recovering more and more each day. I'm not just speaking in faith although I am, but even in the physical his body is once more returning to normal. He is purging out all the impurities through both ends and he is regaining his appetite, voice, and strength once more. And I believe even more than how it was before all this began. Everyday I see the progress and everyday I thank Yahweh that it is one day closer to the glorious healing that is waiting to manifest in my father (and secretly one day nearer to which I can return to Glory Place. Although I enjoy myself here, I still long to be back there in the house of Yahweh all the days of my life and to behold His beauty). 

Everyday is one step further and one more step in progressive healing for my father. Uphold him in your prayers, they are much appreciated and it speeds up the process very much so. Praise Yahweh. 

-Saturday, 16th January 2021, 5 years 4 months 9 days, 0430

New Year

2021 is here now but I won't wrote much as it is quite late already and I plan to go to sleep soon in lieu for tomorrow's beginning of our monthly staff and helpers fasting and prayer once more. The year started of with the passing of our late Pastor John Thomas on the very first day of the new year after our Watchnight and Thanksgiving Service. I do not know what others might think but I find this especially significant and I believe that it is the Holy Spirit Who is giving us a sign that He is bringing forth new wine and greater things. To me, this passing was just like the passing of the torch. From the older to the younger generation. In fact, I had received a Scripture verse concerning this as well: 

Psalms 45:16

[16] Instead of Your fathers shall be Your sons, Whom You shall make princes in all the earth.

To me from what I understand the fathers symbolises the generation that was, or rather the older generation and the sons represent the generation to come or us, the younger folk. I believe the time is coming soon that we will see a great surge of powerful moves of the Holy Spirit everywhere and a great influx of souls into the kingdom of heaven. We will see things that has never taken place before until this time, all because I believe we are one of the last generations that will see the second coming of our Lord Yeshua. And with the passing of Pastor John I find it all the more assured that my stand and my choice to serve Yahweh and give my life to Him was not made lightly. I am so thankful that in such exciting times like now which we see are taking place, I can be found both physically and spiritually safe and untouched by the things the enemy wants to do and the things which the Lord Yeshua has prepared for those who love Him and which He shall reveal by His Spirit. 

The hastening of the work of Yahweh has begun and it is moving at such a pace that even I did not expect it to. We are witnessing what may perhaps be the great birth of revival in nations and the great shaking that has been promised of long ago. He who has ears to hear, hear what the Spirit is saying to the churches now... 

-Wednesday, 6th January 2021, 5 years 3 months 30 days, 0435