Laid Out Plans

With this we have come to the very crux of the beginning of the prayer advance of 2019 what with its preparations and all. Surely there is so much to be done but everything truly does work out for good to those who are the called according to His purpose, everything is made beautiful in His time. With the influx of many duties and responsibilities and what more the peak of the durian season shall shortly arrive during the seminar, the help of many hands is much appreciated and praise Yahweh that He has graciously and abundantly provided them.

Our brothers and sisters from across nations and places volunteered to help us even with the littlest of matters and because of that everything is now set in order, put in place and almost ready for the prayer advance to begin shortly. I truly am amazed to see the sovereign hand of Yeshua Messiah in that He has truly provided what we need when we needed it in His right time and place. I too am amazed that the family of Messiah is ecumenically larger and ever increasing in its size and proportion. This is in itself a blessing because though we each have an unique, special and individualistic walk with Messiah to go through we are never truly alone throughout. He puts the solitary into families.

And what a blessing it is to me that I never truly am alone but am always with the Lord Yeshua, his holy angels and his ministering saints. That in my time of need He will supply my needs according to His riches and glory. It is to my benefit that He has enriched me with such a large family, furthermore from different nations, languages, and tongues. We are blood related by the blood of the Lord Yeshua and that makes us homely and always together with the Lord and with one another.

As I see the nations rolling into Glory Place Mantin, I am reminded by the Lord Yeshua once again that I am never truly alone but He is always with me and He shall indeed fulfil every word and every promise spoken of by Him and through Him. This particular advance truly shall be awesome indeed because now halfway through my discipline that He had planned it all from the very beginning, that I should be released from worship to be able to manage and collect the durians falling during this time along with others helping. My life has become a testament to the fact that though we may err or stumble, He remains faithful to carry out all His word which He had spoken to us and to bring it to pass swiftly and exceedingly. Praise Yahweh. Life truly is sweet in Elohim though it may often times be bitter, but that adds up to form a delicious combination.

-Wednesday, 30th January 2019, 3 years 4 months 23 days, 0148

Friday Overnight

You know, I'm really enjoying myself here during this Friday overnights at Glory Place Mantin where there's an extra two hours more than what I'm usually used to. But none of that matters to me so long as the presence of Yahweh is here as He always is and that just makes the time and the hours so short and so enjoyable. Even as I look around and I see my brothers and sisters resting and praying I realise that I truly am blessed from above to be able to be a part of all this.

How can I ever be a part of all this when I am still in the world? I would have things to do, people to see and I would decline to meet the greatest Person of all Who would determine where I would go for eternity? It truly is a blessed thing to serve the Lord Yeshua as full time because that means that all I am, all I have, and will do belongs to Him and for Him. There really is no part time with Him and He will never accept such things from us but what He desires is simply that He would have His way amongst His people at His timing and planning and not our own. If I were still in the world I would have many cares and careers to manage and juggle but I am always reminded by the Holy Spirit that He has chosen me for the highest, greatest calling of all: to be with Him forever. And that is something I shall never trade for anything. This has become mine.

I've sidetracked, but the presence of Yahweh is very prevalent here in the sanctuary so much so that I'm fresh, awake, and aware of His moving and doings here in the midst of us. Usually I would struggle especially when the morning comes to stay awake but here in the presence of the Lord Yeshua I'm wide awake and it's such a pleasure if I'm not praying and worshipping to just sit here and bask in His glory and mercy upon me.
Nowadays I am reminded every time we worship the Scripture made songs that He is truly too awesome, merciful and gracious to one such as me. I've been made to stumble, fallen down, sidetracked, gone astray, torn asunder, inwardly wounded but yet every time He has healed, delivered, rescued, and restored me to Himself. Such mercy and grace I cannot fathom and all I can do is to worship and give Him the glory because He truly is worthy. Even when I'm in distress all the more is He worthy to be praised. This is truly a great start to the Sabbath day and its observance to remember the Lord Yeshua. Praise Him always.

-Saturday, 26th January 2019, 3 years 4 months 19 days, 0311

Glorious Day

Marvellous, absolutely marvellous. Everything truly is going to how the Holy Spirit has dictated and now I can see clearly. Though I once walked in the darkness I found that the light of Elohim has shone once again and I can see what the Lord Yeshua intends for me. And it is a truly beautiful thing indeed.

I am glad, because though my circumstances may not testify of it but everything that has happened thus far has truly been by the plan and the leading of the Lord Yeshua through His abundant Holy Spirit through Whom He has blessed me greatly. I count it a joy especially when I fall on hard times because I know that I thrive in such moments. Such a joy, a peace, and such a mighty hope has been laid upon me because I know that Yahweh lives and He hears the cries of His people.

This is now the season where the old is done away with and the new comes in, although I find that during this transition there will be hiccups but nonetheless the ending is glorious indeed. This is the time where He truly is pouring out His Spirit of intercession, praise and worship. The harp and the bowl is truly being manifested in the midst of us and it is to my joy that I can see it being done. And now, it is time to keep silent because Yahweh is beginning to move and He moves gloriously.

[Psa 85:8-9] I will hear what Elohim YAHWEH will speak: for He will speak peace unto His people, and to His saints: but let them not turn again to folly. Surely His salvation is nigh them that fear Him; that glory may dwell in our land.

-Monday, 21st January 2019, 3 years 4 months 14 days, 2005

Hard Knocking

I'm facing a reality. The reality of my service to Elohim and I realise that when I look into the Word of Elohim as my mirror I find that there is much in so many areas that I'm lacking. From since the beginning of this year I've realised that Yahweh is doing something new in me and halfway through the first month of 2019 I've realised that's it's a crackdown of my service to Him. I've come to know by the revealing of the Holy Spirit that I'm lacking in many areas of my life towards Him and that He has given me this year to draw even nearer to Him than ever before.

It's as though I'm once more finding my paths and my ways once more in His leading. Where once I was ever so confident of the road Yahweh intended me to take, now I realise He has stripped that off me to know that I am to live everyday simply as He wants for that day. And through it all I've realised that slowly but surely I'm changing, for the better or otherwise I cannot say. Only those around me can bear witness to that and not I. For one thing I've become more honest about myself and now I realised that it bears results. I now understand what authority is, although to put it to practice I've yet to refine it. Not only the power and the authority to trample and destroy serpents and scorpions but also the authority and power to command my situations to come into alignment.

Honestly speaking, the road ahead of me has darkened save for the light that illuminates my way one day at a time. And I realise that I am slowly being taught by Elohim not only to live a life worthy of His calling and separation on me but also to live a life full of power and authority in the name of Yeshua. Honestly, it's like I'm coming face to face with myself and I see all the spots and wrinkles therein me. There is nothing for me to do except to return and amend my ways as He has given me this time to do so.

I haven't attained to it yet, neither can I say that I have truly been tested but all I can say is that the Lord Yeshua has never failed me and thus far has He brought me by His grace and mercy. With the removal of many, many things in my life and the bringing in of things I can scarcely conceive of all I can do now is to look up. Surely His salvation is near to those who fear Him, that glory may dwell in our land. Praise Yahweh for all He has done.

-Wednesday, 16th January 2019, 3 years 4 months 9 days, 2320

It's like there's a storm churning within me. Words without expression keep flowing around that all I can do is just commit myself to Yahweh.

Honestly speaking, the videos showing the works of the enemy really put such a sour taste in my mouth. Knowing that we are not ignorant of the devices of the devil we are not meant to be knowledgeable about them as we ought. It is enough as I believe to know that the works of the devil are there and they are working about but to delve deeper is one thing that holds much risk for each and every single person. Yeshua Himself tells the church of Thyatira:

[Rev 2:24] But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not known the depths of satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden.

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Good Things Awaiting

There isn't much to write of this time as I find that the only thing that I can do now is to wait and bear witness to the wonderful work Yahweh shall do and change not just in me but around me in this time and season of His. I find myself lacking words to express myself other than to quieten myself and to allow the Lord Yeshua to sovereignly take over completely my life and my circumstances.

Some things are already beginning to change, if not circumstances then myself because I find that there is a removal of the old and an infilling of something new in me by the Holy Spirit. Everyday there is this churning in my belly not from hunger or pain but rather as I see it a quiet but complete working of Elohim to do something marvellous in my life. This year is truly going to be a marvellous and awesome year not because I say so but rather the Spirit within me testifies to that that something shall take place this year which will be indeed for our favour and good.

[Dan 7:22] Until the Ancient of Days came, and judgment was given to the saints of the Most High; and the time came that the saints possessed the kingdom.

Praise Yahweh.

[Psa 71:14] But I will hope continually, and will yet praise Thee more and more.

-Thursday, 10th January 2019, 3 years 4 months 3 days, 2007

Seeking For Ahead

The year is definitely starting off on a off key that's for sure. As the Holy Spirit has revealed to me so it has been, it's been a time of great change already and I do not expect it to slow down any time soon. People are changing, situations are changing, times are changing and what's left for me is to change along together. Perhaps by the grace of Yahweh He is causing me to change albeit little by little as well.

I can see the situations in my life and the people surrounding me are slowly but surely changing but in what direction I have yet to find out. I am in talks with the Lord Yeshua about this, finding out what exactly is the direction He intends to bring me and to bring us altogether as a whole body of Messiah into. And so I really do praise Yahweh that He has thought of every single detail and matter and during this time where I am relieved of many of my duties I can use it fully to seek Yahweh and find what is His will concerning us and myself for this new year.

I can tell that this year shall be different than every other year, well every year is different from the other; but this year there is a special anointing this year for something or other I do not know what it is yet. This is definitely the time where I must guard myself completely because I can feel that the weight of this matter will really determine how the rest of this year will go along. There is this sense of seriousness with this and thus I've set my heart to really seek Yahweh for His leading and His direction for this year not just for me but for everyone of us. I thank Elohim He's given me these two months to fully focus on that and to receive not just an answer but an answer of peace from Him.

But personally speaking, the situations surrounding are pleasant and running their courses smoothly, although there is this sense within me that informs me that there are greater and more magnificent things in store for us all. And yet there is also this sense of shaking that has come upon me. The time of shaking is at hand, what? Even now! And the shaking has indeed come upon us. This are changing, and the change is truly a marvellous work which He is doing for us all. Praise Yeshua.

[Psa 118:23-25] This is the YAHWEH's doing; it is marvellous in our eyes. This is the day which the LORD hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it. Save now, I beseech Thee, O YAHWEH: O YAHWEH, I beseech Thee, send now prosperity.

-Saturday, 5th January 2019, 3 years 3 months 29 days, 2344