Life-Changing Experience

This prayer advance I would reckon would be the most enjoyable one thus far. Maybe because of how the Lord Yeshua has brought me thus far and the things which He has taught me have slowly added on slowly but surely so that now I can enjoy His presence even more than before.

Isa 28:10 For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:

The foundation has been layered with the Word and with experiencing the Word come to live through daily walks, struggles, and pathways. It is my great privilege to always be so taught by the greatest Teacher, the Holy Spirit. So as I was saying this prayer advance has been the most experiential for me because every night I'm always on worship and every night I can always sense the revival in the midst of us. Whenever we worshipped we always go into high praise again and again, not because we were aiming to but while we worshipped in the Spirit it just comes flowing out of us like rushing waters. Every time I felt tired, weak, or exhausted and when I would worship I would always receive a breakthrough. I would get immediately refreshed or strengthened. In fact, I had a particularly unique healing while I was worshipping on the harp.

I had a somewhat large blister form on the tip of my right thumb and whenever it rubbed against something it would be quite painful. So what more when you want to pluck the strings of the harp. But praise Yahweh that the harder I plucked the harp the blister went down and flattened itself out. So my healing came when I did the exact opposite, praise Yahweh for that.

With everything that has transpired and I have experienced or learnt in these past 4 years being caught up together on this day I found that truly the Lord Yeshua has brought me through a great deal but this is merely the beginning. I see the road ahead that there are still many more things I have yet to experience and to learn of and to enjoy as well. I am glad, truly glad that I am able to serve Yahweh while I am young. To give my life and the best of my time and my strength and my youth to my Lord and King. And surely He does not turn away.

Psa 37:23-24 The steps of a good man are ordered by YAHWEH: and He delighteth in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for YAHWEH upholdeth him with His hand.

Truly this is by far the milestone to remember. Praise Yahweh for that. To be surrounded by family and friends, to be found in the house of Yahweh so early in the morning worshipping Him, and to just enjoy the good things He pours out to those found waiting for Him.

Psa 84:4 Blessed are they that dwell in Thy house: they will be still praising Thee. Selah.

-Saturday, 31st August 2019, 3 years 11 months 24 days, 0024

Yes Lord

The prayer advance "Life-Changing Experience" is under way and already the beginning day is a different experience altogether. Firstly of course would be the worship, normally it would take a few days before the people will be able to warm up and enter into really high worship but on the offset we were able to breakthrough and enter really high worship. So much so that every time we can always worship for up to more than two hours. Well, I'm saying this at the beginning of the advance so there's not much weight behind it but when the nations begin to flow into the house of Yahweh then the worship begins to escalate really, really high. I really enjoyed those times when I'm on worship.

Although perhaps that due to the influx of so many people from so many different nations at once, the oppression and the bearing of the burden is even more prominent as well. It's not as subtle as it usually is but whenever I worshipped I would suddenly sense a pain on my legs or my joints that wasn't there until the moment I started to worship. But this is good, that at the beginning of the advance all the rubbish is exposed and disposed of so that in the days to come the greater anointing and outpouring can be received by cleansed vessels. Without a doubt this is a different experience altogether from the previous prayer advances and truly this shall be a life changing one to boot.

It's only been one day but I'm really enjoying myself in this prayer advance. In fact, you could say that majority of the duties and responsibility I used to have during the advances, for this one I don't have that many besides to worship and because of that I can always be in the sanctuary and soak myself in the presence of Yahweh and enjoy His ministering not just to me but to all of us.

-Saturday, 24th August 2019, 3 years 11 months 17 days, 0058

Life-Changing is Here, Now

As the advance "Life-Changing Experience" draws nearer and nearer there is a growing sense of expectation that this prayer advance will be different than the rest that I've had the privilege of attending. Over 20 nations will be in attendance and perhaps more so the 10 nations of the ASEAN community will be fully represented as well. Brunei, Cambodia, Laos, Indonesia, Malaysia, Myanmar, Philippines, Singapore, Thailand, Vietnam. That's 10 I think. And that just makes the half of it. Africa, Korea, United Kingdom are expected as well besides the mainstay of China, Hong Kong and India of course. The others I can't really remember but what I do know now is that in the air there is this sense of great excitement. Not just myself but everyone is feeling it as well, well at least I hope so. But it pays to note that just as the breakthrough shall be great, the warfare that comes with it will be great as well.

Over the past recent days we've been busy preparing the place to receive nations and as such we've been going up and down everywhere to ensure that Glory Place is not just beautifully set and ready, but immersed in prayer and worship as well. Needless to say that things are bound to crop up as well since the work is extensive and we are needed everywhere. The spiritual warfare is very great and very subtle at the same time, so much so that if not for the grace of Yahweh upon me I myself would have become prey to it as well. Just today, I very nearly had quite the quarrel with brother Jefrin whom I've been serving with while we were both working. Suddenly there came a misunderstanding and very nearly we both were on the edge to strain our friendship but when that was almost the case I had been helped by the Holy Spirit. Inasmuch as I wanted to raise my voice, the Holy Spirit quickly came in and prompted me that this is spiritual warfare in progress and that I had to shut my mouth, and so I did. Halfway speaking a sentence I immediately stoppered myself and just continued working together with Jefrin. In the end, the misunderstanding by itself vanished away as though it was never there in the first place. Kudos to him because I had thought that such a thing like this would linger on but he brushed it aside as quickly as it came. It was not just that day alone, everyday for no apparent reason I would be frustrated or confused, even angry. The simplest of tasks baffled me and I found that the Word of Elohim was becoming harder and harder to digest and comprehend than before. But today, there was a breakthrough and I found once again the presence of Yahweh open to me not just in the sanctuary during worship but while I work.

And it is not just myself, as I continued working for the past few days I've noticed that there were fights, breakdowns, petty issues becoming monstrous problems, and more so but by the mercy of our Messiah Yeshua it was all settled. The warfare was being felt by everyone everywhere but because of the Lord Yeshua I found strength to continue in His presence always. Because of Him even while working I found that I could draw strength and power and the anointing from the greater pool of power from above and I was able not just to sustain through the arduous working hours and all (which by the way was everyday), I was able to enjoy it as well! That is something I will always give thanks for.

The prayer advance is almost here and I can sense within myself that this will be the catalyst for something very great, very marvellous to come. Elohim knows what is to come but I can already tell that whatever it is, it shall be to my advantage and my delight. Yes, if I was not outside having supper right now I would be walking about Glory Place or in my room praising and thanking the Lord Yeshua for what He is about to do. It is that good. I know not what it is though, but like I said I know that He works all things for good even to such a person as myself. Praise Yeshua for that.

-Thursday, 15th August 2019, 3 years 11 months 8 days, 0115

Great Change Ahead

We are now already in the month of August. How fast the time is flying by and rightly it should because as it says we are looking forward to and hastening the coming of the Lord Yeshua's return. And even as it has already been almost 4 years here serving Yahweh in Glory Place Prayer Centre of Malaysia I look back and I remember all the wonderful things which Elohim had done for me throughout my time here thus far. I remember His grace, His mercy, His compassion towards someone like me, how He has loaded me with so much even though many a times I have often returned to Him so little. Even when I was going astray in my walk with Him He has led me back and dare I say even fuller than when we first began. How great and awesome He is to the children of men.

I also duly noted how He is doing such a great transformation work in my life. I find that my life and my lifestyle are slowly changing for the better bit by bit. For example, I mentioned prior to this that I had begun to enjoy vegetables. Such a thing truly would have never crossed my mind in all my years but Yahweh is wonderful. More so I find that now even during my day offs I would rather be in Glory Place more than other places because the presence of Yahweh is prevalent here. In fact, I have become drawn to attend the night worship sessions every Tuesday as well even though it is my day off, I would still rather worship together and minister to Yahweh. And perhaps even more would be that now I am frequently joining my brothers and sisters here for dinner almost everyday. Usually what I would do would be to rest during dinnertime to prepare for the night sessions and have my dinner/supper right after the meeting was over. But now I am again drawn to just spend dinner here in this place with the people and still I am able to find the rest that I need for the night ahead. In fact, Glory Place has become even more homely and comfortable to me than even my own home! Go figure. Truly, Elohim gives what is good indeed.

This is nothing but the work of the Lord Yeshua in my life. As I believe He is drawing me nearer and nearer to Himself as the days go by and I truly am thankful for that. Because I know that no matter how much good I do, how much I am able to do and be, it pales in comparison to simply being with Him where He is. To have His desire fulfilled in my life and to see that He is the One accomplishing it in and through me is humbling indeed. To know that it is nothing of me but everything of Yeshua Messiah in me that I am able to enjoy the life of serving Him and the blessings upon blessings that comes with it. But that is not the end of it all, now is the time that judgement is beginning in the house of Yahweh. Things are beginning to shake like never before and those things which are not holding fast unto the Head of all things which is Messiah will be shaken clean and clear off. But in His mercy, He will recall those whose hearts are still loyal to Him at the end of it all.

Now is the time that heaven and earth will not be exempt from the shakings. Now is the time that Yahweh is beginning to move mightily across the nations and the lives of her people. Now is the time inasmuch as we have received so much from Yahweh that we must continue to persevere and continue to press forward not for greater things per se but to attain to the high calling He has placed in all our lives. Now is the time where He will now make known His ways to His sons and daughters and a clear distinction between those who serve Him and those who don't or merely pretense from the heart. Praise Yahweh.

-Friday, 9th August 2019, 3 years 11 months 2 days, 1117

Serving in the Spirit

There's nothing really much to note about as of lately. I'm enjoying myself serving Yahweh here and everything is peachy keen over here as well. True that recently there have been a few bumps along the road but ultimately it affects us none the wiser.

I don't plan to write much tonight but perhaps what I can say is that once again and I believe it bears repeating that everything that has been spoken by from the Word of Elohim is coming to pass one way or another. And this is the time where if we are not found in the will of our Lord Yeshua then we will be caught unaware when everything begins to take place. However when we truly are in the will of Elohim I myself testify to the fact that the Holy Spirit will tell us of things to come. Things concerning oneself, others, even often times the affairs of nations. But what He so reveals to us is not that we can do something about it other than pray, but He reveals them to us so that when the time comes we may believe that truly He is Elohim and that He is alive and that we are to bear witness that He is alive.

Frankly speaking every time the word the Holy Spirit speaks to me comes to pass I'd stand in awe that truly the Lord Yeshua has spoken to me and revealed to me what He is doing. It's not that He doesn't want to, He wants to but we are unable to receive it because we are not capable of understanding Him in His entirety using our own carnal mind and ways of thinking. It is only the mind of Messiah Who knows the mind of Yahweh. I mentioned this in a prior post but I believe that now is high time to renew our minds daily so that everyday our minds are transformed from the core values and teachings of the world to the core values and teachings that come from above, revealed to us through the Word of Elohim.

To serve Yahweh means to surrender all of oneself, willing to die. It means that at the offset I have died and now it is Messiah Who lives, works, and is in me doing all things for His own good pleasure according to the Word. I cannot carry anything in and it is certain I cannot carry anything out save for the presence of Yahweh and that I believe trumps all that the world has to offer. They may have everything, even what may seem necessary and needful but I have eternity. I have forever and ever, world without end and at the end of it all, only the Messiah in me will be left. And because He reigns I will also reign with Him. What a joy, what a privilege, what a blessing it is to serve the living Elohim and it is to my immense gratitude that every time I strayed He has brought me back unto Himself. Praise Yahweh for that.

-Thursday, 1st August 2019, 3 years 10 months 25 days, 2257