Breakthrough

Looks like I have been misled by the nose for a long time now. Having been deceived it really took a berating to finally see the error in my ways. I have repented for my rebellious nature and crude disobedience to both Yahweh and my family. Change begins with none other than myself first and now it is high time that I finally did that. Enough lazing about, I can rest when I'm in heaven but for now I believe that it is this moment that I must completely overcome and subdue this fleshly life of mine that keeps surfacing.

I really thank Yahweh first and foremost that He really gave me a good one through my parents and I thank Yahweh that He has made me a son of a godly father and mother. Others may, I may not. It's really time to live out this life of Messiah that I keep claiming to have and yet my surroundings beg to differ. It's time to stop what I have been doing and start doing the will of Elohim and that will encompasses things I have been neglecting. If I am to progress further I must, absolutely must breakthrough in this. I cannot wait a moment longer. It must begin now...

-Saturday, 30th July 2016, 10 months 23 days, 0512

July and more: ???

Man, what is there to say about this July? Odd? Peculiar? I don't know the right words to use for this but I do know that this is most definitely Yahweh's doing. This month has been quite odd to say the least however not in a bad sense. Even as I write this I am still trying to grasp on what exactly happened or is going on in this current month. Many things have taken place and they range from one extreme yet to another. Should I be happy? Saddened? Angered? What I felt most from all of this month if I were to put it in word is: "Ok?"

From the highest point, Matthew Elijah Gabriel, 16 has given up the pursuits of the world and has come into the fold of the joys of service of the house of Yahweh. Praise Yahweh for him and his family for releasing and blessing him into such a calling as this that he and us are privileged to answer. Who else can really enjoy the presence of Elohim more than those who minister to Him from within His dwelling place? And from what I heard his sister, Melissa Gabriel, 13; also desires to come and serve Yahweh. Praise Elohim for them all. They are truly a boon unto me as now at last I shall soon be freed to join the 1st English service yet again. Hallelujah! It's just a matter of rising up in the Spirit now.

From the lowest: aunty Rebecca has gone home to be with the Lord Yeshua Messiah. But really can we actually call that a low point? She has finally been freed from all burdens, pains, sorrows, and whatnot and now she is before Elohim day and night serving and ministering to Him with the thousands of thousands of heaven together. The snares of this world cannot reach her and the temptations, trials, and tribulations from and by the enemy can no longer touch here. Even death cannot lay a claim to hear more so the fear of it because now she, together with Messiah are seated far above it all. Anyways, uncle Wilson and the family, Deon Phillip, 10; Philo Matthew, 9 are comforted. Nothing else to report on them for the moment other than that now it is indeed the time of rejoicing for them. The time of grief is long since past now (even though it only happened, like 5 days ago. Ahem!)

I underwent oppressions, depressions, travailings, temptations, warfare, cleansing and whatnot. Not to boast or brag because I have nothing to speak of relating to these things other than it is a time for me to draw nearer to Yahweh Elohim by the Spirit. Only problem is I didn't most of the times. And that really set me back. My mind is in a flurry and my stomach is churning. Even as I write this I am still trying to wrap my mind around this month. All I can say really is: Whaaaaaat?

Sigh, in the end it truly is Yahweh's plan and purpose for me. By His grace and mercy He has led me through and now the sky is beginning to clear up. Changes however minute are indeed taking place in my life and they are all good changes. However as aforementioned they are minute but I am confident that just like a mustard seed it shall become a mighty oak of transformative lifestyle for me in my walk with Yeshua. Here a little, there a little, add line upon line and soon the Word shall become a foundation so strong that nothing should move me ever again.

[Isa 28:10] For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:

July was a conundrum but August holds promise. Oh Lord Yeshua I await for Your salvation!

-Wednesday, 27th July 2016, 10 months 20 days, 0404

Season of Yeshua Messiah

Well this season surely is a season for the Word of Elohim indeed. I can already see that this season will bring much change. Whether good or bad it doesn't really matter because Yahweh has said in His word that all things work out for good whether we have the perspective to see it or not. It is because our first parents ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that we had a shift in our peripheral viewpoints and now we can perceive what is good and evil because of that. I often think that most oftentimes we pay too much attention to the nature of our situations rather than the Person who allowed this situation to occur in our lives to bring us closer to Him. But I am going off topic.

This season brings about a surge in the Word of Elohim; whether by song or by the written word His Word is being declared forth very much so in these times. And surely in these times that His Word is also revealing the deeper nature of our characters and exposing the hidden things unknown even to ourselves in our lives. Which is good and wonderful indeed because it only emphasises to me that truly it is because of the grace and mercy of Yeshua Messiah that He cleanses and purges me so. That I may be found in Him not having my own righteousness which is from the law but that which is through faith in Messiah. I of myself can do nothing and achieve nothing without Yeshua and if I say I love Him I must also love His Word because He is the very Word of Elohim which I read.

[Joh 1:1] In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with יהוה, and the Word was יהוה.

[Rev 19:13] And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of יהוה.

A return to the pure Word of Elohim. I mean it is edifying to keep hearing the oracles of Elohim declared forth by my pastors and leaders however the Word Himself is much more than can be said with speech. This Word is slowly encompassing my life and I praise Yahweh for that. Truly it is His love set upon me that I find myself loving His Word not as a textbook but truly as a pleasure one finds in reading a good book. But this Book is much more, it becomes alive to me and in turn gives me life. Praise Yahweh! Onwards.

-Wednesday, 20th July 2016, 10 months 13 days, 0251

Continuation

Even as we're on our way to Glory Place Petaling Jaya for the weekly Friday Overnight Prayer Meeting I write to truly bring to my own remembrance of how good Yahweh is towards someone like me. Though I have many errors and faults that have yet to be ironed out and though my feet stumble at the most simplistic of temptations and trials for all this time He has raised me up and made me sit together with Him in the heavenly places in Messiah. I can truly understand the writing of Paul when he says he takes pleasure in his own infirmities.

[2Co 12:10] Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for the Messiah's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.

Truly once again He has brought me into a new season and this time this particular season holds a promise for me. That as I indeed spend more time with Yeshua Messiah, with the Word of Elohim I will indeed grow to love Him and others even more than right now. That these corporate gatherings of the body of Messiah may no longer be of compulsion but one borne into necessity and want in me. That I may come to love the time spent with Him whether on the field or in the church.

In all my failings I can now see not my faults but my constant need to cling and hope in Him who never fails. That as I rest my hope upon Him I am sure that no matter what may come it shall indeed be turned into a blessing for me. Praise Yahweh!

And so as we once again enter into yet another season of the Lord we look forward all the more eagerly for that Day when indeed He will transform our bodies into that of His by the same power that subdues entire principalities and powers under the Messiah. Our hope rests in the One who never fails us and has given us the complete and utter triumph over all our enemies; seen or unseen, through His death on the cross and the resurrection life of Yeshua Messiah.

-Friday, 15th July 2016, 10 months 8 days, 1835

1 Timothy 1:18

Haven't been blogging for a while because I'm been in some intensive warfare for the past few days. Runny nose and coughing has been my degree of warfare for the past 5 days now. And I thank Elohim for every moment of it because I stand on victorious ground and the battle is Yahweh's. Though sometimes just standing is as much as a battle as the battle itself. No matter hot or cold, stuffy or cooling the coughs just keep coming. Truly an oppressive spirit indeed however He who lives in me is greater than he who is in the world.

I will keep this short but simplistically sweet. I have won this skirmish of the enemy, they just don't know it yet. But my Messiah is above all, and in Him I too am above all else. The seminar was for me an awakening to the reality of spiritual warfare and so now I am waging a good one. For He who called me into this is faithful to see me through the end; even till kingdom come.

-Thursday, 14th July 2016, 10 months 7 days, 0031

Once Again

Worship in the Heavenlies is here! And how exciting it is to once again come as the corporate body of Messiah from different nations, tribes, tongues, peoples, and languages. To see old brothers and sisters in Messiah and to make new companions as well. This seminar truly is quite exciting.

We are hereby beginning. I may not blog much after this but perhaps after the seminar is over then I'll just give a quick recap of the marvellous workings of the Holy Spirit that He shall soon wrought in this seminar.

This seminar will be quite something I reckon because now we are progressing further and further into the revelation of Yeshua Messiah and hastening His imminent return. Not that we had not progressed much but with the inception of the harp everything just escalated at such a brisk pace. Now it truly is the pure workings of the Holy Spirit and by no means will we be able to keep up with it unless for the Spirit of Yahweh within us enabling us to. This is just the bare beginnings. Soon enough everything will just spiral upwards out of our control and into the hands of Elohim. And we are privileged to be a part of it. Praise Yeshua.

-Wednesday, 6th July 2016, 9 months 29 days, 0104

June and more - Good Warfare

Well, here we are once again: at the end of one month and the beginning of another. June was quite the warring month. Constant warfare just kept piling up on me but praise Yahweh that He has not given me over as prey to my enemies' teeth. He saw me through it and now I am here in this fresh new month of July. What's past is past but now what lies ahead is much more exciting.

We kick start this July with the upcoming seminar: "Worship in the Heavenlies" beginning from next Wednesday to Sunday. 5 full days of heavenly worship with the harp, the instrument of Elohim.

Besides this, things are starting to build up. I can already foresee that something big is coming my way whether for betterment or no surely all things work together for good to them that love Elohim. What is required of me now is to not lose focus of the Goal which is the perfection in Yeshua Messiah; His fullness. To continue to endure, to remain silent so as to allow the Holy Spirit to speak, and to continue standing when all is said and done.

This year is passing by like a breeze. Soon enough it'll be 2017 but for now I think I will enjoy what Yahweh has in store for me this latter half of 2016 inasmuch as I have enjoyed the former half. Praise Yahweh my Elohim!

-Saturday, 2nd July 2016, 9 months 25 days, 0433