Free Indeed

With this the monthly corporate 3 days fasting and praying has ended and indeed it was a marvellous breakthrough for myself. Considering that halfway through last month's fasting I broke in the beginning of the third day, I was slightly concerned as to whether I would be able to go through this fast once again on absolute. Needless to say I sought Yahweh for His strength especially during this fast because I was lined up to worship lead on two of the three days during it's long hours in the morning. I came to the conclusion that unless the Holy Spirit takes over then there will just be yet another blunder. Thankfully and praise Yahweh for that, He did took over and He supplied me through and through through this fast. In fact it passed exceptionally quickly and I wasn't that particularly thirsty or hungry. Sure there were times when I could have used a drink but more often times I just experienced the power from above quickening my body with sustenance and strength for the current day.

Many things have transpired for me these past few days and more so this week. However, in the end is it not always to my blessing? This particular week I have felt strangely sober in my perception of things. Sometimes when under oppression my eyes just become so glassy and glossed over and I would just be such a blur case but ever since this week as I set my mind to this fast I found that my eyes and its perception was strengthened. I'm not sure whether I can explain it but now I feel indubitably sane and sober for such a long time. I've never experienced this sense of sobriety over such a long period of time. Hmmm, perhaps I've just revealed my state of mind but it doesn't matter now. I've been set free and being set free like this is such a strange feeling really. Not to say that I dislike it, rather I enjoy the liberty that Yahweh has set me free into. It just feels so odd sometimes.

For this moment there really isn't much to put onto paper. In fact I want nothing more than to just continue in the freedom Yeshua Messiah has put forth for me to walk in. Needless to say, things are changing around Glory Place and Semarak and CRC. The people, the surrounding, the atmosphere. There was a breakthrough I believe in this fast. Not just on an individual level but truly as the corporate body of Messiah and that deserves us giving the praise to the Spirit of Elohim for that. The days ahead are somewhat interesting for me and I'd like to know how it will play out, but then again it is in the hands of Yahweh. If Yahweh wills then it shall be so, plain and simple.

-Saturday, 18th February 2017, 1 year 5 months 11 days, 0414

Foundation Building

I am glad that by the grace of Yahweh He has led me into this ministry by Pastor Jean. It's now been over a year since I had given up on my pursuits in the world and have come to serve Yahweh in His house of prayer for all nations. Looking back I see that in just one year's time I have learnt already so many things that the world failed to teach me. Everyday I can see breakthrough in my own life and in the life of others as well. I have come a long way and yet there is this sense within me that shows me that there is still much more to be attained in this walk with Elohim. Inasmuch as I have already received and experienced by the grace of Elohim it is just the tip of the iceberg. Many things I see are still lacking and it's in those areas that I see the need to continue cleaving onto the Lord Yeshua Messiah.

Lagenda fellowship had just ended a few hours ago and yet that fellowship among many other things are just one of the reasons that make me glad that I have forsaken the world to come and carry my cross to follow Yeshua. That's not to say that I am free of such thoughts as to what I am actually doing with my life here and hereafter but it's because of all these little, wonderful blessings of people and situations that causes me to lift up my eyes to heaven and thank Elohim for all that He has done in and through my life. Austin, a Nigerian brother was just sharing during the fellowship about how even in warfare we tend to conjure up things that are not even there. Feelings and emotions swell up and causes us to revile our enemies when even the archangel Michael dared not to but instead said, 'Yahweh rebuke you!'.

[Jud 1:9] Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, יהוה rebuke thee.

We are called as sons to inherit and no longer strive for our rights simply because it all belongs to us. Well, actually he said many things of which I completely agree with simply because those were the things revealed to me by the Holy Spirit. Though there are yet some points that have not been made clear this is a clear example as to why we need one another as the body of Messiah: to build, edify, rebuke, exhort one another and all the more as the Day draws nigh.

[Heb 10:25] Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.

It's in all these gatherings that we are inclined not to speak our minds or our piece but rather speak from the Word because I find the Word of Elohim alone brings life and refreshment to burdened hearts. I was thoroughly reminded today through this fellowship that the road I have walked thus far though far from perfection still is the right path simply because I am not left alone, either by the harassment of the enemy or by the sure mercies of Messiah. Suffice it to say, I enjoyed today as I do everyday because everyday is a blessing in itself. Not a single day is the same and I can walk in that day in the rest of Yahweh, meaning the work I do, the burdens I carry, all of it is not mine but rather on Yeshua's part. He has prepared the work, He has instilled the desire to work the work, and He has given us the means to accomplish the work abundantly more so. All we have to do is to walk in it.

[Eph 2:10] For we are His workmanship, created in the Messiah Yeshua unto good works, which יהוה hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

[Phi 2:13] For it is יהוה which worketh in you both to will and to do of His good pleasure.

And yet sometimes the daily notions of life seem to ever be in remembrance before me. Things concerning adolescence and the like are always approaching me ever the more so and sometimes it affects me much more than I care to admit. However, I'm sure that in all things they will turn to my advantage and I will once again see the glory of Yahweh revealed then in that moment of time. I praise Yahweh for my family who upholds me daily whether by prayers or sound advice by the Spirit, because without them I would have surely gone astray by now. For my friends who not only share in my convictions but hold their own as well and are not afraid to tell it as it is. To call white white and black black. It's to them that I can talk freely of the Word of Elohim and that they understand what it means to be led by the Holy Spirit. Though we may have our differences, it works out beautifully like cogs in a machine. My elders and peers and those who stand above me, they show me the path that I ought to walk and though sometimes it may be difficult it is always, always for my own peace in Elohim. My juniors and those within my sphere of influence through few they may be, they teach me inasmuch as sometimes I teach them. Through them I am shown my errors and faults and thus it is like looking into the mirror.

Of course above them all is the Lord Yeshua Messiah. Without Him I am nothing, I'll have nothing and surely can do nothing. It is only by His grace and mercy that thus far I have walked together with Him and He has shown me many great wonders and signs whether in the heavens above or around me on the earth.

[Dan 6:27a] He delivereth and rescueth, and He worketh signs and wonders in heaven and in earth,

It's only thanks to Yeshua Messiah that I am here right now and am so blessed because of Him. In truth I had wanted to write something else entirely in this post but somehow here I am. Oh well, this is wonderful as well. Work is no longer work because the work Elohim gives is not burdensome. I can rest whether with my eyes open or not because the rest I rest in comes from the presence of Yahweh. Everything is becoming relaxed and that in itself allows me to meticulously met out what needs to be done for the day. Although now concerning the times and the seasons of Yahweh, things are beginning to take place and what's more Elohim is beginning to shake the heavens and the earth yet once more. Not just on an international level but on a personal one as well.

We as the young people ought to prepare ourselves for the days to come because surely what we have experienced during the recent seminar is but just the beginning of the increase of the intensity of the warfare and also the increase of the magnitude of the blessings and breakthroughs poured forth. The time to build our foundations upon the Word of Elohim is now for the times to come. Because most surely, and this is my personal conviction that the time will come when foundations will be tested and everyone caught unawares will be thoroughly sifted through and shaken out of their ways by means of force. The kingdom of Elohim is coming with force.

[2Ti 1:13-14] Hold fast the form of sound words, which thou hast heard of me, in faith and love which is in Yeshua the Messiah. That good thing which was committed unto thee keep by the Holy Spirit which dwelleth in us.

-Tuesday, 14th February 2017, 1 year 5 months 7 days, 0340

Change

It's been a while since I had last wrote and now I believe is a good time as any to write again. First of all, I'm losing grasp of the concept of time. Everyday that passes I just keep feeling the reality of eternity getting closer and closer to me. Time is becoming irrelevant and I am just beginning to feel like whether it's day or night I can just enjoy every moment that comes by. I used to see the daytime as a time to work and perform and the night is when I can let loose but now my perception of it has changed. It's all irrelevant now and whether it's day or night, I can sense the constant anointing and unction of the Holy Spirit upon me and it is He Who will give me the needs and the necessity for whatsoever time or season to fulfil His purpose. This just means that now the time for myself is beginning to dwindle down and the time for the Holy Spirit to spur me on is ever increasing.

[Psa 74:16] The day is Thine, the night also is Thine: Thou hast prepared the light and the sun.

I'm not sure whether you can understand just how free this makes me now. I used to count the minutes and the hours for every service and frankly I still do every now and then but the time right now is flowing ever so quickly that with just one look, hey 3 hours have passed just like that. The time no longer belongs to me but instead to Elohim and frankly He makes things far more interesting than I ever could. Everyday though it may monotonous is a pleasure because the work I've been given I now see is by Him and that makes the satisfaction of completing it ever sweeter. Though there may be many a things to be done I no longer need to juggle them simply because it's not my work but Yahweh's. And that means He will take care of it in and through me in His due time.

On a different note altogether, the situation around me is changing briskly. I find that everyone has a portion to say and in many respects they may be right in certain aspects but now I am left with the choice with whom to follow through with? Many people and those closer to me have begun to share their thoughts about many matters and each of them are right in their own sense but sometimes conflict would arise because of differing opinions. Anyways now I can see my faults and obviously others but more so it begins from within and never without. The problems arise not because of our surroundings' fault but instead they serve to point to within us that we have a problem with everything around us. However there will be times when it will be the other way around but from the many times I have encountered such things, it's always been me. And that is good, thankfully I had rather it be me than anyone else because this is to my advantage as per usual.

All things whether good or bad I can now see is to my advantage because they all direct me to Yeshua. If it is something good I have reason to give thanks to Elohim for it and if it is bad then such situations causes me to turn and cleave unto Him for my deliverance and help. It's not to say that the things around me have begun to change drastically but rather because my perception of them has changed now things begin to look different to me as to how it once was.

Many things have begun to take place and as times goes own surely it will all reach a climax. I can only hope in Elohim for in Him is my everlasting strength. Only He is able to see me through until the end of all things and matters. Doubtless it will all come to a culmination in the end.

[Psa 42:11] Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in Elohim: for I shall yet praise Him, who is the health of my countenance, and my Elohim.

-Saturday, 11th February 2017, 1 year 5 months 4 days, 1045

Harp & Bowl: Warfare on Earth As It Is In Heaven

Man oh man. The things have all switched up now and there isn't any going back from it all. Not that it's something detrimental but rather something puzzling indeed. This is difficult to describe really. Changes are here and now the changes are becoming less and less subtle and more and more evident. It's now time to be shaken and on my part it is here once again. It's either we are shaken up or downwards and believe you me I have no intention whatsoever of being shaken anywhere downwards. Now is the time where it is either we adapt to the changes made or else we will most definitely lose out and I can already see in the distance that this path will be one where not many will be willing to walk and to those who walk it it will be arduous indeed if it is not of a willing and submissive heart.

My mind is broiling right now and it appears as though the seasons ahead are ones fraught with much change and events so much so that from henceforth nothing will or can ever be the same. Though yet is it still the same Elohim who brings us through times of peace and blessings abundant He too will be the one to bring us into storms of our lives and it is here that we will either sink or swim. And from the looks of it not many of us know how to swim. This really recalls back to mind that Yahweh is the same Elohim who brings us through high water and through rich pasture.

[Ecc 7:14] In the day of prosperity be joyful, but in the day of adversity consider: Elohim also hath set the one over against the other, to the end that man should find nothing after him.

[Job 2:10] But he said unto her, Thou speakest as one of the foolish women speaketh. What? shall we receive good at the hand of Elohim, and shall we not receive evil? In all this did not Job sin with his lips.

This seminar is most certainly a unique one that I have had the privilege to go through. It is one of constant dealings with me and the things surrounding me. Yahweh is shaking up the table and leaving nothing withstanding. This seminar has left me shaken up good and perhaps that is something that I have ought to have experienced for a long while now. Now the line is clear and though I may not like where the lines fall now in the end really it will turn to my advantage as per usual. Dealings after dealings after dealings have left me really really needing time to once again enter into the rest of Yeshua Messiah that He beckons to those who are His:

[Mar 6:31] And he said unto them, Come ye yourselves apart into a desert place, and rest a while: for there were many coming and going, and they had no leisure so much as to eat.

Sigh, looking back on the last 10 days of the seminar it was enjoyable indeed but the warfare that I had to go through really put me to the test and even now it isn't ceasing but rather increasing all the more. I remembered that when we keep saying on earth as it is in heaven that means not just worship and intercession but even the war that is waged in the Heavenlies. That warfare has become ever so real to me and I think it my privilege to be able to go through with it because I know that in the end it is to my betterment and furtherance in Messiah Yeshua. Glory Place is being shaken and not just Mantin but everywhere the shakings are happening and are even beginning right now. Those who cannot withstand will be shaken off and those who remain will be irrevocably changed by it; some for the better, others for the worse.

Now my mind is being set on one thing right now that I sorely need, time alone with Yahweh and praise Yeshua that now that the seminar is over that exactly is what has been graciously given me. I keep remembering what has transpired for so long in the past how to brothers that I once knew but now no longer always used to contend about the need for friends to the building up of one another but now I'm beginning to see that what the latter had spoken is proving true. It is better to continue on with our walk with Elohim alone rather than to be in a company of people whose ideals though similar they may be will eventually lead them down to destruction. Not to say now that I am alone, I have those around me who indeed walk the narrow however I see those after me already going the same way of those before them.

This seminar surely is something amazing, it's just that now I cannot see what that is for the moment. However, I have a living hope and surely hope never disappoints. Hoh, now I am delighted because what I hold fast as my conviction is being tested now. I have the privilege to practice what I preach and now I see that above all I am blessed, blessed to be able to go through with all this. Many people might cringe with the trials they must go through but now even as I write a breakthrough has come upon me. I am blessed period. Simply because I go through all these warfare waging that makes me the most blessed among the lot. I shall come out on top in the name of Yeshua Messiah! Looks like the burden has lifted from my heart but yet others still remain. However they too in time will dissipate. Praise Yahweh!

-Sunday, 5th February 2017, 1 year 4 months 29 days, 2207

Timelessness In Time

It's now 3 days-ish into the seminar and I'm already losing track of the time and the days. The days are just breezing through and time is becoming more and more irrelevant. This in itself is a wondrous breakthrough because this is the first time experiencing eternity during the seminars. Back then I used to see all my duties as duties, it was my obligation to perform them but now something has changed. It's hard to describe but really it is about a change in the perspective. Pastor Jean talked many times to us young people about experiencing eternity and now I'm beginning to see it coming to past.

This seminar thus far is far different in the sense that to me it has been very chilled to a sense. I'm seeing my work as no work and where my help is needed whatever it may be I'm more than happy to oblige despite appearances. In fact I'd reckon that the amount of work for this seminar concerning me has been decreased exponentially and now all the time I can chill even when I work it's pretty chilled as a particular brother of mine enjoys to say. Even now there is no better word to best describe my situation here in this seminar. Even though sometimes I lack sleep, even though sometimes I see troubles brewing, even though sometimes I miss those moments all in all it's very chilled here with me. Praise Yahweh.

I feel set free, whatever I need to do I can because I have the Spirit of liberty in me that freely gives me all things to enjoy thus. Although not everything edified myself or the brethren but nonetheless I have the liberty to do so. It's only on my part whether I want to do thus for the building up of my walk with Elohim or for the tearing down of said walk through various means and lusts. It's as though I am as comfortable here as I am at home, the same liberty that belongs only in the house is now being made manifest here in this seminar for me.

Looking back on what I've written it looks pretty gnarly and bad to a tee. But I just don't know how to describe just how free I am. I see all things working together for my betterment if not now then it will be treasured up for a later time. How absolutely wonderful and now I can see that change is coming. Change from which I do not know what to expect of and from. People are changing, the times are changing, but we have an Elohim Who never changes. We put our hope on and in Him and His Son Yeshua Messiah. Something wonderful is coming for those who are able to go through what comes next. Only the rich fulfillment, only the green pastures belong to those who first walks through fire and water.

[Psa 66:12] Thou hast caused men to ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water: but Thou broughtest us out into a wealthy place.

But even then we have a living hope. In Yahweh do we trust.

[Isa 43:2-3a] When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am יהוה thy Elohim, the Holy One of Israel, thy Saviour:

-Sunday, 29 January 2017, 1 year 4 months 22 days, 0155

Long Post

It's here now. Tomorrow is the beginning of the 40th National Prayer Advance 'Harp and Bowl; On Earth As It Is In Heaven'. The advance will continue on for a full 10 days and even then during the middle of the advance will be the Harp School held for the first time and most certainly not the last time. Leading up to it all the preparations made for this seminar has been varied and somewhat different than the previous ones that I had attended before. Usually, the days before the seminar are quite busy and meticulous and everyone is scurrying about getting everything and anything done in preparation for the advance and that includes myself. But for the past 3 days and even today I'd reckon, it has been free and easy due to the constant down pouring of the rain ranging from a small drizzle to a robust shower; coating Glory Place with a cool mist and chilly weather throughout the days recently.

Now here I am, writing this particular post even so early in the morning and I know that there are those who are even awake now working on the harps, reading the Bible, worshipping, praying, and taking the watches prayerfully here, in Semarak, and even in CRC. Looking back the road that has been paved for this particular advance is one wrought with many a trials and tribulations. Much more to myself than to others. Not to say that anyone is exempted but the privilege to warfare is given to all sons of Elohim and we would be missing out on so much simply because we become afraid of what should come upon us. Breakthrough only begins amidst breaking within ourselves and upon our enemies. In the days leading up to this advance I have been bombarded by many things: physical manifestations of the enemy. Ulcers, hurts, physical pains in the body, spots. Mental instability from those around me trying to shake me. Old hurts, flaming emotions, grieves and sorrows. And even spiritual dryness. The urge to continue on in my clinging sins, the need to pick up the phone always and the needless succumbing to temptation and sin. And yet I am glad. Why?

You cannot begin to imagine just how happy I am. It is such a joy that encompasses me about and such a peace that I can enjoy constantly. Through all this even as we draw near to the advance I can see already the end of it. Even writing now at 4 in the morning and just looking outside my window I am reminded of the many murmurings and complaints that have come my way due to my incompetence and yet I just feel such a peace that is falling not only on me right now but on the entirety of Glory Place. The glory of Yahweh is alighting upon us here and now. I am glad that all these things have come upon me for many a reasons but I suppose that one of the main reasons is that because Elohim is giving me the privilege to live what I preach about. He has given me the honour of going through what I have always spoken of and now I see that Yeshua Messiah is so real unto me. In the midst of my issues the Messiah is lifted because where I am at my weakest He is shown the strongest in and through me.

[2Co 12:9-10] And He said unto me, My favour is sufficient for thee: for My strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of the Messiah may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for the Messiah's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.

It feels like I could just keep smirking like this all night long because throughout this time of patience and perfecting of His work I myself am being perfected. This all points in the lack of power within myself to overcome and instead points to the unshakable fact that only in Yeshua is my hope. Without Him I am lost, perished in the wilderness but now because of Him I have every reason to smile and be glad even in the times when I ought to be saddened. I know full well that if now in my current state of mind and thought I were to be perfected I would without a doubt leave Messiah and instead trust in the power of myself. My faults cause me to cling and cleave for everything unto Yeshua and even now the most basic things I have begun to see will be marred without His Spirit leading me into and through it.

This will most certainly be a long post. About time I'd reckon and I will be spending time just laying it down. I have much to say and yet as time continues on the need to speak it out becomes lessened and lessened. Because I see that why should I complain to any other when I can just bring my cares to the One Who cares for me and just abandon myself at feet? I know the power of silent prayer and thanksgiving, not giving voice my problems and issues and not bringing it forth to man who may or may not have the answer but rather to Yahweh Who knows all things and performs all things. Not to say that I should not share my burden with any other but now I find that even that requires discernment because not everyone can carry my weight and vice versa. What you go through might not necessarily be something that I can help you with much less bear together with you. And even then there are those who think the burden will be lightened if shared across the board with everyone which might be true sometimes but most certainly not everytime. Which is why I find that now the greatest solution to all things is just to abandon myself to Yahweh let Him be my Elohim.

Actually I didn't really want to write about all this but instead I had wanted to just express how awesome Yahweh has been in bringing me through all this preparation for the upcoming advance and yet here we are. How wonderful. I find myself just bubbling inside right now with such a song of praise unto Elohim simply because He is worthy of it all. I am reminded constantly that the greatest blessing He has thus far blessed me with is not material blessings, not the family extended unto me, not the many revelations in His Word even but simply what Paul says:

[1Co 8:3] But if any man love יהוה, the same is known of Him.

To know Him and be known by Him is the single greatest pleasure I have felt throughout my time and stay here for the past year or so. On account of everything that has thus transpired in my life, through all its ups and downs it all leads upwards and there is nothing greater than to know Yeshua for Who He is and to lay hold of Him inasmuch as He has laid hold of us.

[Phi 3:12] Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of the Messiah Yeshua.

And now it is drawing ever so near: the day of the beginning of the advance and even as I believe a breakthrough and a change so marvellous that we will either be pushed upwards or shaken downwards by it. This advance I have thus far with my own eyes witnessed great warfare unlike those before it that even those who appear standing are shaking before the storms and winds ahead of them and those appearing shaking are standing on solid rock. It is here in this seminar that many a changes will begin to take place without a doubt. It is here that I believe those who were thought at the back seat will now rise up and those on the top will be brought to humility. It is here that the plans of many men and women, though they being the sons and daughters of Elohim will be moved into wondrous paths so unexpected that it will be obviously the hand of Yahweh upon them. Breakthrough cometh and only those willing to step up to face the Goliaths and be the Davids Yahweh is looking for will get it. This will be a marvellous time for the people of Elohim but more so for those who will be able to breakthrough because I know that no one will ever be the same after this advance one way or another. To put it to a beautiful close:

[Psa 2:1-4] Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing? The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against יהוה, and against His Anointed, saying, Let us break Their bands asunder, and cast away Their cords from us. He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: יהוה shall have them in derision.

[Psa 59:8] But Thou, O יהוה, shalt laugh at them; Thou shalt have all the heathen in derision.

Now is the time I hear the Heavenly Father laughing at the counsels of men and where He will show that only His will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven. Now is also the time that He will be laughing with joy with His sons and daughters as they begin to manifest in this season. Truly the season of breakthroughs have come at last! Praise Yeshua!

-Wednesday, 25th January 2017, 1 year 18 days, 0444

Trials and Tribulations

A flurry of emotions are swelling up within me like a storm. I feel angry but not at anyone in particular. It's the enemy that I'm angry with because they had dared to touch my family and more so those I love. But I am also quite saddened that no one sees this, that what they're going through is nothing but the contentions of the enemy against the fulfillment of the Word of Elohim in their lives. They can preach and preach all they like about how they've already overcame or are overcoming and yet when the enemy comes in they immediately begin to sway like dry leaves in the wind. It just really puts a dent in my heart to know especially that my loved ones can talk the talk but when the time comes to walk they fail with stride.

Not to condemn them but I simply put them into remembrance unto Yahweh that this is simply the results of not listening to what He says through different people and means. Though a drunkard after having drunk his fill repents, he must still bear the fruit of drunkenness and that comes from over drinking oneself. Though a driver repents over causing the death of someone other in an accident he must still bear the fruit of death that has come. Likewise now the years looking back have once again returned to haunt not just my family but my friends as well. The years past are surely catching up to them and when they do it will swallow them whole.

No one wants to forget, and that will be their destruction. Everyone wants to remember the good times long past and the times used for learning but despite all this we have been commanded to never look behind ever again.

[Luk 9:62] And Yeshua said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of יהוה.

And yet we still do. To our own hurts and demise. I thank Yahweh truly for He has given me even the gift to forget because now I see that I am but a fraction together with those who want to move forward never bringing anything, any extra baggages with them. Why do we still remember our past? It is evil. Why do we still draw our pattern of living from our past when our pattern is He Who is? Yeshua is the great I AM. He is ever present and never past. So why? Why?

I am deeply troubled by this because I see that now Megan is especially being duped by the enemy and despite what I have told her she is now beginning to fall into a pit. There is nothing that I can do, period. The warning has been giving and now the burden laid on me is that by the sure mercies of Elohim that He would bring her up once again. She is caught up in a swell of her own emotions. And it is those same emotions that will destroy her if she is not careful. That is also a critical point that I see in my father. Despite the good that he does he thinks that he is capable of all things but now is the time for his own shakings to come. True that with Messiah in us we are able to do all things but as of yet I have not seen Messiah in my family doing all things. It's all pretend and for show. Now is the time that Yahweh wants to move but simply because we think that we are ever capable to do His work for Him then He will not move one bit.

The time is coming not just for the both of them but even for us all. The Holy Spirit demands complete respect and obeisance to His voice and ways. If we will not be led willingly then He, being gentle as He is will lead us no further until we come to an end of ourselves. And I am concerned because the time that humanity came to an end of itself was because of the flood. Will we have to likewise perish in the flesh so that the spirit may be saved in the day of our Lord Yeshua Messiah?

All this is not by coincidence. With the seminar 'Harp and Bowl; On Earth As It Is In Heaven' just around the corner the enemy has pulled out all the stops and have begun to send their Goliaths to us. Now Yahweh is looking for His Davids but are we willing to be taught by Him just as how David was or will we begin to put our trust in our own ways like Saul did and we surely know how his end was. This is exciting to know that all that I have said has been confirmed one way or another, whether good or bad it had all been confirmed. Now is indeed the time of breakthrough but can we actually breakthrough or will the enemy break us instead?

-Monday, 23rd January 2017, 1 year 4 months 16 days